caramel

I submitted my UC application two nights ago. I don't know how I feel about it. I don't want to transfer as much anymore. But we'll see how things go.

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It's December. My days are ending later and later. Or rather, the sun has set earlier and earlier. While I walk back to my dorm, the hole becomes more palpable. It's then that I realize that it's still there and can hurt just as strongly as when it was made.

I've changed and can only transfigure from this state. There's no reversal.